Going to Sleep

and when I wake up, I'll have it a milestone! I've already planned a kind of secret celebration for tomorrow night, going out for drinks and a movie with friends under the guise of just normal hanging out fun. In actuality I'm thinking of it as a kind of celebration for my accomplishment, even if no one else knows. Gotta reward myself for hitting 6 months somehow. I'm so afraid that I'll have an unbearable urge to slip tomorrow. Just gotta push through

Here's a reminder of beauty